You leave, so I can not explain really. For between you and bit by bit, all times I will never finish, you said let me put the story into a book between us, the past six months I never give up However, you always wanted to do one last thing, but you asked me is that after the final would be too happy, too happy, this is the years you have been working for me, and can be happy in close proximity, But we already feel so far, and really going down? happened these years, the expectations, the effort, the hope, have become empty of ....< br> really do not know when to begin by talking about this since I started talking about fifteen years old, or from my talking about the age of nineteen years, If we could turn the clock back, I just want to do between us has never been any things, perhaps because I was too headstrong young, impulsive, or how could the fate of falling so miserably, but also because you will have now, I can truly independent, OPPA, left me, you really live What a life, alright? you're not around the past six months, I really changed, really changed completely, and I become very brave, very strong, very few tears, it will not all day all board the stink face, and I gradually began to laugh, and began to lay down my pride, character is not so strange, but if only a little, quiet lot, have learned to silence, and rarely went to dress, and change diligent, and will often accompany parents to chat, like drink alone, and more pumping smoke more, and made myself eat a lot of things a lot of nutrition,
you leave, do let me know how many, many, It is also because of your leave, I began to have ideals and goals, and also because you left for me to love without any hope, it is because you leave, I completely broke the illusion of housewives , it is also because of your leave, I began to not trust anyone, it is also because you leave, let me see beyond their own way, this is the last month of 2009, and this is the last I miss you month, really painful, happy smile every day, but I laugh more happy, more distressed me, can not say that feeling the pain that has been forgotten, but do not forget so what shall I forget, forget everything about you, actually I miss you every day, but what shall I think what you want, out of touch for so long, I have to do it, If we had not come to Nanjing, where I will do?
trip to Nanjing, not as good as I expected, size has a lot of trouble, but also hurt some people, unintentional injury, but they do not know, I do not want to explain so much, do not know to what will be here when, as now, wants to go home, but do not know what to do at home, her friends in Canada, too cumbersome, a person has feel too lonely, people will never have such a conflict, duplication of work per day, for long ago tired of doing before, is nowhere to go, or want to have their own section in the quiet of their own lives, perhaps to satisfy their own little vanity it, uh, boring life, perhaps to his own expectations, it will quietly leave the bar, here, always have only ourselves, no one can believe that such a life, tired , really tired.
people who have been around, one had left and the false picture of life, it is not used to love before what, why are they so disgusted, I am actually waiting for something, or a waste of their own time, or would like to own such a phone, have it, love, love, torture people, but also indispensable, but now these two are no longer belongs to me, because here, I do not need These, in fact, no matter how many people say that to my feelings about the course, but also represents what, maybe this is it, I do not like the beginning so fragile, and listening to just three years ago with you that two songs, br> I started staying up with swollen eyes boiled, and again, his voice hoarse drawn fierce smoking. really do not know, Whenever I think of you, I started a bad habit of committing. struggled for so long, some support into bad habits like but i can not change, you tell me, time will help me forget, yes, I was beginning to thing of the past began to become blurred, and some things I would like to think of a headache too long can not remember things, perhaps because as I kept a diary before, but all those I had already been deleted, so only a bit of memory but just never forget, after all, a little pale scars or marks left The ..
after another, so I missed this last month, I promise you, after I finished the last of this month to completely forget you. completely forget that we direct all of everything, of course, after we go are separate ways . irrelevant ...
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